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[It's been a while since he's seen you, Glacius. The obviously-not-human folks need to look out for one another, so ring ring.]
You there? Didn't melt, did you?
You there? Didn't melt, did you?
[ It's strange. There's a million things that she could feel, should feel guilty for. Thousands of things she should confess to Hadriel en masse, especially in light of recent events.
But there's one thing gnawing at her more than anything else, one thing her mind keeps concentrating on despite all the things that should probably take priority. ]
Hey.
Can we
We should
Feel like
I'd like to tell you something.
But there's one thing gnawing at her more than anything else, one thing her mind keeps concentrating on despite all the things that should probably take priority. ]
Hey.
We should
Feel like
I'd like to tell you something.
Hello, sir. I wonder if you might be willing to meet with me? Coffee would be provided, if that is something you drink.
Members of the Guard,
Chris has kindly made us a tool which, when used, shall afford us all awareness of compromised allies during an extended crisis. It works by prompting one to respond through a simple touch at set intervals. The names of those who fail to respond in reasonable time are sent to those who have responded. I am sure I need not explain its advantages.
[There is an app attached for download.]
Please inform me once you have acquired it.
Chris has kindly made us a tool which, when used, shall afford us all awareness of compromised allies during an extended crisis. It works by prompting one to respond through a simple touch at set intervals. The names of those who fail to respond in reasonable time are sent to those who have responded. I am sure I need not explain its advantages.
[There is an app attached for download.]
Please inform me once you have acquired it.
( so far, nothing has gone wonky for her, apart from a little bit of finding herself disoriented. which is why this thought happens- )
( The hell am I now? )
( as for why it's ended up in Glacius' head? ... well, that whole thing about so far? yeah, that's over.
have fun with your powers going completely out of whack, Kitkat! )
( The hell am I now? )
( as for why it's ended up in Glacius' head? ... well, that whole thing about so far? yeah, that's over.
have fun with your powers going completely out of whack, Kitkat! )
We're working on a project. Making a history of this place. Everything the gods have done.
You be willing to give us assistence?
You be willing to give us assistence?
[action at the apartment before Emily's party on January 9th]
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[Carlisle is frustrated that he has nothing nice to wear.
Back home, he has a few different outfits befitting of clergy, including ceremonial garb saved for special occasions -- weddings, funerals, the occasional gathering in the square for a local holiday, etc. However, since he was taken from Bear Den over a year ago now, all he's had is his standard vestment, and in some places, it is looking worse for wear: it's been through the crash landing of a starship, months spent in a jungle, attacks from a mimic and a monster bear and a demon, as well as general, everyday wear and tear. It's sporting some new stitches here and some ink stains there, and just isn't nice enough for a party. He'd tried searching the stores for another tunic or a shirt, but that hadn't gone terribly well. It never did.
And so he's donned a black sweater and slacks with the tabard over them, as his traditional pants and jacket just won't do for this... whatever it is that Emily is having. He sighs, pushing his hair back and deciding it will just have to do -- Glacius must surely be waiting on him by now. They'd both been invited to this event, and while Carlisle had insisted the alien could go on ahead without him, they did live together. Why not simply go to the gathering together, as well?
He steps out of his room, tucking his new gloves under his sleeves. They don't have any holes in the palms for channeling, but they're knitted, fingerless, and warmer than the ones attached to his usual undershirt, which makes them the best part of his new outfit by far. As he makes his way into the den, he speaks, assuming Glacius is in there, or at least within earshot.]
I hope this looks presentable.
Back home, he has a few different outfits befitting of clergy, including ceremonial garb saved for special occasions -- weddings, funerals, the occasional gathering in the square for a local holiday, etc. However, since he was taken from Bear Den over a year ago now, all he's had is his standard vestment, and in some places, it is looking worse for wear: it's been through the crash landing of a starship, months spent in a jungle, attacks from a mimic and a monster bear and a demon, as well as general, everyday wear and tear. It's sporting some new stitches here and some ink stains there, and just isn't nice enough for a party. He'd tried searching the stores for another tunic or a shirt, but that hadn't gone terribly well. It never did.
And so he's donned a black sweater and slacks with the tabard over them, as his traditional pants and jacket just won't do for this... whatever it is that Emily is having. He sighs, pushing his hair back and deciding it will just have to do -- Glacius must surely be waiting on him by now. They'd both been invited to this event, and while Carlisle had insisted the alien could go on ahead without him, they did live together. Why not simply go to the gathering together, as well?
He steps out of his room, tucking his new gloves under his sleeves. They don't have any holes in the palms for channeling, but they're knitted, fingerless, and warmer than the ones attached to his usual undershirt, which makes them the best part of his new outfit by far. As he makes his way into the den, he speaks, assuming Glacius is in there, or at least within earshot.]
I hope this looks presentable.
Edited 2017-01-10 09:18 (UTC)
[Carlisle is awake again. Of course he's awake: his mind is heavy with his concerns, his body is still aching from magical fatigue, and then there's the ever-present fear of the future that pervades his dreams. His worries used to be solely centered around him; he's found they often revolve around another individual these days. While others might think his growing compassion is a sign of latent kindness, it troubles him... the future of not just himself, but them.
After waking from an unsettling dream and realizing he isn't going to get back to sleep anytime soon, Carlisle decides to be as productive as possible with his time. Glacius' care is appreciated, but there are times when their ideals clash, as one would always like the other to be getting more rest. Carlisle knows he needs it for his own recovery, but the alien isn't invulnerable; the injuries he sustained from his double wear on him ever slightly, more and more each day.
That's one reason Carlisle hasn't bothered to wake up Glacius for company, despite the alien's standing offer, choosing to let him sleep while he slips into the kitchen, makes himself a cup of tea, and works a bit on his glyphcrafting at the coffee table, copying some of the delicate lines from the glyph Emily wrote for him. Given his hands are shaky, his enchanted tea isn't quite as strong as he'd like due to his inability to put much energy into it himself, and he's struggling to keep a grip on his pen, it's not going terribly well.]
After waking from an unsettling dream and realizing he isn't going to get back to sleep anytime soon, Carlisle decides to be as productive as possible with his time. Glacius' care is appreciated, but there are times when their ideals clash, as one would always like the other to be getting more rest. Carlisle knows he needs it for his own recovery, but the alien isn't invulnerable; the injuries he sustained from his double wear on him ever slightly, more and more each day.
That's one reason Carlisle hasn't bothered to wake up Glacius for company, despite the alien's standing offer, choosing to let him sleep while he slips into the kitchen, makes himself a cup of tea, and works a bit on his glyphcrafting at the coffee table, copying some of the delicate lines from the glyph Emily wrote for him. Given his hands are shaky, his enchanted tea isn't quite as strong as he'd like due to his inability to put much energy into it himself, and he's struggling to keep a grip on his pen, it's not going terribly well.]
[Though Nick sees Glacius at the headquarters on occasion, it's usually in passing, and the old synth is often too mired in paperwork to chat. He figures it's high time he check in on one of the more unusual residents of Hadriel, and maybe give him a friendly heads up, just in case one new arrival in particular is looking to start trouble. While Nick hopes Danse will behave, he'd rather not have Glacius caught unawares should the guy mistake him for some new variation of super mutant.
Unfortunately, he knows Glacius sometimes doesn't carry his phone with him -- the alien doesn't exactly have pockets to spare -- so Nick decides he'll catch him as he heads out for his regular patrol. There's still snow on the ground, but the cold doesn't bother the synth as he waits outside the Spire. If anything, he's glad to be out and about himself on his newly repaired leg -- no more cane for him, for now.]
Unfortunately, he knows Glacius sometimes doesn't carry his phone with him -- the alien doesn't exactly have pockets to spare -- so Nick decides he'll catch him as he heads out for his regular patrol. There's still snow on the ground, but the cold doesn't bother the synth as he waits outside the Spire. If anything, he's glad to be out and about himself on his newly repaired leg -- no more cane for him, for now.]
( She sends this a little while after talking to the clinic's staff. So many people have disappeared lately, and while Kate's been here a long time now, Bruce was here even longer and-
Well. He's gone now.
The number of people she'd begun to think of as fixtures in her time here seem to slowly be dwindling down, and more often than not, she finds herself looking at those who remain and wondering will you be next?
Will I?
It's that second question that drives her to action. Any one of them could disappear, and if she does, she doesn't want the clinic scrambling. It leads her to start writing a list of actions to be taken in the event of her disappearance - where she keeps her notes and lists, what certain pieces of shorthand mean - until she gets to one last thing:
The notes she has about Glacius. The fact that his biology is something different and that he's trusted her with the secrecy of them. )
Several members of the clinic have been taken by The Door recently. Started thinking about what might happen if it takes me. Rather make sure the staff left are prepared if it happens.
Like to know what you want me to do about the notes on your biology in that case.
Well. He's gone now.
The number of people she'd begun to think of as fixtures in her time here seem to slowly be dwindling down, and more often than not, she finds herself looking at those who remain and wondering will you be next?
Will I?
It's that second question that drives her to action. Any one of them could disappear, and if she does, she doesn't want the clinic scrambling. It leads her to start writing a list of actions to be taken in the event of her disappearance - where she keeps her notes and lists, what certain pieces of shorthand mean - until she gets to one last thing:
The notes she has about Glacius. The fact that his biology is something different and that he's trusted her with the secrecy of them. )
Several members of the clinic have been taken by The Door recently. Started thinking about what might happen if it takes me. Rather make sure the staff left are prepared if it happens.
Like to know what you want me to do about the notes on your biology in that case.
[Carlisle is still in bed long after Glacius has left for his patrol -- the days of drinking, long nights without sleep, and their intimate activity that morning have left the clergyman worn, so he leaves Glacius a message rather than outright calling him. Perhaps the alien is busy, after all, trying to do good for the city.
Not that Carlisle thinks for a second that Glacius wouldn't drop what he was doing to speak to him. He can feel himself redden at the mere thought of such dedication, devotion of which he still feels he is undeserving. It will take time to adjust to that, as it does for all things; for now, he speaks quietly.]
Glacius.
[He inwardly chides himself the instant his partner's name leaves his lips, belatedly realizing there's no need to address him as though this is a letter.]
I apologize for not waking when you departed for the day. I... suppose some mornings are harder to greet than others, and though we spent much of this one, ah. Together, I would have liked to have seen you off.
[A pause, then the unmistakable sound of him pulling in a breath and putting it back out again. He sounds tired; he hasn't been awake long.]
I wanted to thank you for your understanding and patience with me, even when I have none for myself. You have been terribly kind in this venture that we have embarked upon together, and um.
[Another brief pause; words are difficult to string together when they're not just sputtered in a nervous reaction to cover for his uncertainty.]
It was nice, what we did. Us. I believe the warmth you instilled in me could sustain me for a week, and I'm not sure I've ever felt my heart beat so fast, as though it'd escape the prison of my chest if given the chance. I... have never felt like this before, neither emotionally, nor physically. I'm not sure I want to feel that way ever again, or with anyone else, as who could possibly compare to you?
[Oh, no wait. He kind of knows the answer to that. Don't answer that, Glacius; his nerves push him to do it regardless.]
N- no one, obviously. It is only you who has managed to stoke a fire within me, making me feel more alive than I have... well, ever.
[This isn't going as well as he thought it would, so he wraps it up.]
So thank you, my friend -- my partner.
[They're more than that, but he's hanging up for now, before he makes a mess of this. Click.]
Not that Carlisle thinks for a second that Glacius wouldn't drop what he was doing to speak to him. He can feel himself redden at the mere thought of such dedication, devotion of which he still feels he is undeserving. It will take time to adjust to that, as it does for all things; for now, he speaks quietly.]
Glacius.
[He inwardly chides himself the instant his partner's name leaves his lips, belatedly realizing there's no need to address him as though this is a letter.]
I apologize for not waking when you departed for the day. I... suppose some mornings are harder to greet than others, and though we spent much of this one, ah. Together, I would have liked to have seen you off.
[A pause, then the unmistakable sound of him pulling in a breath and putting it back out again. He sounds tired; he hasn't been awake long.]
I wanted to thank you for your understanding and patience with me, even when I have none for myself. You have been terribly kind in this venture that we have embarked upon together, and um.
[Another brief pause; words are difficult to string together when they're not just sputtered in a nervous reaction to cover for his uncertainty.]
It was nice, what we did. Us. I believe the warmth you instilled in me could sustain me for a week, and I'm not sure I've ever felt my heart beat so fast, as though it'd escape the prison of my chest if given the chance. I... have never felt like this before, neither emotionally, nor physically. I'm not sure I want to feel that way ever again, or with anyone else, as who could possibly compare to you?
[Oh, no wait. He kind of knows the answer to that. Don't answer that, Glacius; his nerves push him to do it regardless.]
N- no one, obviously. It is only you who has managed to stoke a fire within me, making me feel more alive than I have... well, ever.
[This isn't going as well as he thought it would, so he wraps it up.]
So thank you, my friend -- my partner.
[They're more than that, but he's hanging up for now, before he makes a mess of this. Click.]
Edited 2017-03-20 19:30 (UTC)
[Lance is always a little hesitant to message people he doesn't know, and that's no different now that he's in Hadriel; in fact, it's just more so, because he's so out of his element. And considering he not only has never met Glacius but knows exactly nothing about him except that he's in the Guard, and Lance has not at all been getting along with Maketh, he's cautious about how he approaches this message.]
Hello; my name is Dr. Lance Sweets. I was told by Maketh that you were one of the people to contact for information regarding an incident involving an attack on the Guard headquarters. Would you be willing to speak with me about that?
Hello; my name is Dr. Lance Sweets. I was told by Maketh that you were one of the people to contact for information regarding an incident involving an attack on the Guard headquarters. Would you be willing to speak with me about that?
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[Since the dissipation of the illusionary world, Carlisle has been hard at work with a tempered energy that's generally uncharacteristic of him. There have been more hours of prayer, more times for study and personal reflection, and, of course, more note-taking. His notes in particular have been focused around Glacius' Mote: what he knows of it, how it looks, and most importantly of all, how the connection between them affected him on levels both physical and aural. If they're going to do some experiments with this, they ought to be prepared.
And Carlisle is aware he should probably not think of something as culturally significant to Glacius as the Mote and allowing another to interact with it as an "experiment." It's more than just a way to imbue them both with one another's powers, or a method through which they can delve into each other's souls; it is, as Carlisle understands it, an exchange generally shared only with those the aliens would hold in highest regard, such as a spouse or a mate.
Or a partner. Something about the permanence of such a bond is intimidating to Carlisle in a way he has been able to put into neither spoken nor written words. If they did go through with something so final, he'd need a gift of his own. That's how things are done back in Bear Den.
But he focuses on the Mote for now, trying to distract himself from the fury he feels toward the false gods for stripping them of their memories, for making him blaspheme in the first place. After a morning spent at his garden and a midday of intense prayer and study, he decides he'll see if he can't catch Glacius on his patrol while he records another page in his journal, trying to properly illustrate the flow of the Mote's energy into his channels. It's a little hard to remember how it had all happened, given the intimacy of the moment, but he does his best regardless.
He takes a deep breath before making the phone call, trying not to sound as flustered as he is from remembering that passionate encounter -- perhaps the most passionate they've had. It's difficult, given Glacius instills within him feelings no one else can.]
Good afternoon, Glacius. Are you busy at the moment?
And Carlisle is aware he should probably not think of something as culturally significant to Glacius as the Mote and allowing another to interact with it as an "experiment." It's more than just a way to imbue them both with one another's powers, or a method through which they can delve into each other's souls; it is, as Carlisle understands it, an exchange generally shared only with those the aliens would hold in highest regard, such as a spouse or a mate.
Or a partner. Something about the permanence of such a bond is intimidating to Carlisle in a way he has been able to put into neither spoken nor written words. If they did go through with something so final, he'd need a gift of his own. That's how things are done back in Bear Den.
But he focuses on the Mote for now, trying to distract himself from the fury he feels toward the false gods for stripping them of their memories, for making him blaspheme in the first place. After a morning spent at his garden and a midday of intense prayer and study, he decides he'll see if he can't catch Glacius on his patrol while he records another page in his journal, trying to properly illustrate the flow of the Mote's energy into his channels. It's a little hard to remember how it had all happened, given the intimacy of the moment, but he does his best regardless.
He takes a deep breath before making the phone call, trying not to sound as flustered as he is from remembering that passionate encounter -- perhaps the most passionate they've had. It's difficult, given Glacius instills within him feelings no one else can.]
Good afternoon, Glacius. Are you busy at the moment?
Edited 2017-08-04 03:10 (UTC)
( She keeps hearing Faith, the way her voice cracks on Kate's nickname, seeing the defeat etched in her face which the vision of her ignores. She can almost feel the tunnels underground crumbling around her, the shock-shudder of Jay's ability as a Creature defends itself by taking him over.
Drinking and running only does so much to deaden the sounds and sights, and it's the near-dead of night when she calls Glacius, leaning against the outside wall of the Speakeasy, hand digging into her hair- )
C'mon.
( She has no one from home to talk to about this. No one who'll get exactly why this vision makes her breath so shallow or her movements so twitchy.
But she has Glacius.
If he picks up or not, it's the same words that come out of her mouth- )
Hey.
You, uh, mind if we meet up?
( She's not good at this. She just needs... someone she trusts, for a while. )
Drinking and running only does so much to deaden the sounds and sights, and it's the near-dead of night when she calls Glacius, leaning against the outside wall of the Speakeasy, hand digging into her hair- )
C'mon.
( She has no one from home to talk to about this. No one who'll get exactly why this vision makes her breath so shallow or her movements so twitchy.
But she has Glacius.
If he picks up or not, it's the same words that come out of her mouth- )
Hey.
You, uh, mind if we meet up?
( She's not good at this. She just needs... someone she trusts, for a while. )
You got a minute, Glacius? I need a favor.
Edited 2017-10-29 06:57 (UTC)
[It's over two days into the Null's invasion before Glacius gets a long-overdue call from his partner. Carlisle sounds a bit weary on the other end, but more frightened than fatigued. There's still so much he should do, but finds that he can't when he comes face to face with the constructs. Though they more or less ignore him, as unfeeling as the undead in their apathy as he skirts the streets, he cannot help the terror that grips him at the mere sight of him.
But they were not as frightening as the fires, as the rubble, as the Clinic under assault, as the injuries he's seen. It's best he stays out of trouble, he's told himself. Glacius will do his duty, and the best he can do for his partner is to stay out of the way. Let those who need saving be saved, and keep himself from needing the same.
Their separation wears on him, though. He worries the icy warrior will fall, and that he will not be there to mend his wounds; he fears so deeply that Glacius will be melted away, and that he'll never return. Does he stay by his side? Or does he remain safe so Glacius doesn't worry about him, worrying all the while himself?
As worrying is what Carlisle does regardless, he chose the latter for the past two days. He cannot stave off his concern any longer.]
Are you there, Glacius?
But they were not as frightening as the fires, as the rubble, as the Clinic under assault, as the injuries he's seen. It's best he stays out of trouble, he's told himself. Glacius will do his duty, and the best he can do for his partner is to stay out of the way. Let those who need saving be saved, and keep himself from needing the same.
Their separation wears on him, though. He worries the icy warrior will fall, and that he will not be there to mend his wounds; he fears so deeply that Glacius will be melted away, and that he'll never return. Does he stay by his side? Or does he remain safe so Glacius doesn't worry about him, worrying all the while himself?
As worrying is what Carlisle does regardless, he chose the latter for the past two days. He cannot stave off his concern any longer.]
Are you there, Glacius?
sorry for the butt punch btw
[of all the things to remember, she has to remember THAT]
[of all the things to remember, she has to remember THAT]
[It's only a couple of hours after Kate's post that Glacius might feel a sense of urgent longing coming through the Mote, unfettered worry and desperate determination all wrapped into a singular, heavy pulse. Carlisle hasn't yet mastered the metaphysical Bond between himself and his partner, and as his body draws upon the Mote's energies, his emotions bleed through, reaching out for the one the clergyman holds so dear. Glacius' phone, seemingly reacting to that unfocused calling, comes to life with one of its own.]
Glacius, I hate to be a bother on your patrol or whatever it is you may be doing, but I need to speak with you.
Glacius, I hate to be a bother on your patrol or whatever it is you may be doing, but I need to speak with you.
[While it's not completely out of the question for Carlisle to spend some extra time in his garden, him not being home when the sun starts setting is a little odd. Perhaps he's maintaining the Memorial Garden; perhaps he's just rearranging his pots so they are better bolstered against the winds that sweep across the islands.
Or, perhaps, he's been so euphoric from all the enchanted tea he's been drinking that he completely and utterly lost track of time. Somewhere in the haze of his mind, he realizes that while the tea makes him feel fantastic, there's someone else who does an even better job -- and that's when the call comes.
Or calls, rather.]
Glacius?
[And then he hangs up. Whoops.]
Or, perhaps, he's been so euphoric from all the enchanted tea he's been drinking that he completely and utterly lost track of time. Somewhere in the haze of his mind, he realizes that while the tea makes him feel fantastic, there's someone else who does an even better job -- and that's when the call comes.
Or calls, rather.]
Glacius?
[And then he hangs up. Whoops.]
[Have another call, this one starting with audio of him chuckling in the background.]
Aheh, didn't, ah. Mean to do that. It's funny how the buttons work on- on these devices. There aren't really buttons at all in some cases, but you merely press your finger to the screen, and it works regardless. Isn't that marvelous? And terrifying, just a little, but- but truly marvelous at times.
[Was there a point to this call? We just don't know.]
Aheh, didn't, ah. Mean to do that. It's funny how the buttons work on- on these devices. There aren't really buttons at all in some cases, but you merely press your finger to the screen, and it works regardless. Isn't that marvelous? And terrifying, just a little, but- but truly marvelous at times.
[Was there a point to this call? We just don't know.]
Hello, Glacius! I was thinking of what wonderful work you did on Seel's orchard irrigation project. I wondered if you'd be interested in helping a crew of workers build a pier on each of the islands? It would help those who are using any of the various boats we have available to us now.
Our main problem is not the construction itself but driving the piles. Some of us can do that with sledge-hammers, but there might be a faster way. Can you change your form in some way that would make it possible to pound an upright log halfway into the muck at the bottom of the water?
We should be ready to start construction in a week or two.
If you could help us, it would be greatly appreciated!
Our main problem is not the construction itself but driving the piles. Some of us can do that with sledge-hammers, but there might be a faster way. Can you change your form in some way that would make it possible to pound an upright log halfway into the muck at the bottom of the water?
We should be ready to start construction in a week or two.
If you could help us, it would be greatly appreciated!
Edited 2018-07-03 00:27 (UTC)
When you are done with your rounds, would you meet me in the garden? I have something for you.
[He sounds a bit tired, the sort of out-of-breath that comes with either mild exercise or excitement. With Carlisle, it's not hard to guess which one it is.]
[He sounds a bit tired, the sort of out-of-breath that comes with either mild exercise or excitement. With Carlisle, it's not hard to guess which one it is.]
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